Have you ever felt so angry that you could easily kill someone? She never felt this before, but for now, this feeling is running into her veins. (and she doesn't even knew that it hurt so much).
Her anger is not about someone. It's about her. About how she can't be strong enough to support life's stuff. About how she can't be strong to support the pains of loving so much. She should stop blaming herself, she should stop loving and care about people. But she just can't. Even if she try this so hard, she will always be there: looking for some scape. For some solution or who knows for some miracle.
Her anger is not about the world. She doesn't even know it for real. It's about how people can be so selfish and evil. How much people try so hard to destroy others people's life. It's about how angry she gets when she see everything around her falling apart, when she can clearly see that things shouldn't be in that way. It's about when she see everyone fighting.
Y'know what is it about?
It's about when someone break your heart for the 1st time.
So many fuckin' feelings at the same fuckin' time.
Nenhum comentário:
Postar um comentário